Deep within the depths of lonliness a soul aimlessly wanders void of direction and guidance. Helplessly searching for that single shining light flickering in the distance, the light that seems not to exist, not in this world, not in this depth of desperation. An illusive beacon of hope, not beckoning but welcoming, an imaginary haven for emotions astray.
To remain a figment it must not, but to exist beyond the imagination, it was here all of the time just a flickering light waiting to be found, a similar soul on that lonely path, one to show direction and understanding radiating warmth, compassion and friendship.
Thank you, I hope you know who you are.
Sorry just my own rambling about the sometimes cold and lonely road to transition.
Time to update my profile 2nd September 23.
I get asked questions from people who have viewed pictures will try to answer them here for anybody who has bothered to read this far.
'Are those pictures real?'
Yes of course they are, I don't pretend to be who I'm not, none of my pics are more than 3 years old, most are from 2023, I don't use photoshop okay I cheat a bit, I may alter the hue, lighting, contrast to hide blemishes and crop out the nasty bits but it's just me.
'Where did you get your boobs done?'
Sorry but it's all me there, no surgery, honestly I don't like them that much myself, alright I like the shape just not the volume.
'Which hormones/medication do you use and how long before I can expect boobs?'
I used to offer advice and was open about which methods or meds I use, I of course use prescription meds as well as a host of over the counter supplements which enhance or protect me, I do a vast amount of research, but serious research from reputable sources. I'm not a doctor or even work in the medical profession so I think me offering any advice or tips would be irresponsible so please don't ask, I won't reveal. Only time I will intervene is if a person posts about their regime which I consider to be reckless and dangerous then I will post, or if a person is trying something which is useless and a waste of time and money then I will just give facts.
'How long did it take you?'
Not finished yet, been almost 3 years now and I'm still working on it, is a constant battle. Most new to it dream of boobs, I get that it was my obsession too that is until you get them. Suddenly the entire body becomes sooooo very important and you realise hormones alone aren't going to do it are they. Diet and exercise are just as important as medication if not more so. It takes dedication and time, LOTS of time to feminise a body and sacrifice.